the things that have hurt me worst here have never been the ones you'd think. it's still awful when someone you love gets killed but by heck it's a lot less awful when they can laugh with you about it later.
getting killed myself is at worst annoying.
i didn't have any idea how badly i wanted a home and family till I found them here.
that's the case for a distressing number of passengers. it makes sense. most people aren't born in circumstances where they can control very much of their environment, in any world.
it's the first home i've actually ever had. Barring my bus, and really that's been more like a set of clothes I travel in. it's not big enough to be a place on its own terms.
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Date: 2018-10-16 09:35 pm (UTC)[He knows exactly what that feels like. Well, the part about just being happy someone's there, without needing to be loved back.]
I've only been here for almost two years, but that's a very long time for me, even if the barge wasn't everything it is.
It's the longest I've ever been somewhere without getting really hurt.
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Date: 2018-10-16 09:46 pm (UTC)getting killed myself is at worst annoying.
i didn't have any idea how badly i wanted a home and family till I found them here.
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Date: 2018-10-16 09:57 pm (UTC)It's much better than home.
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Date: 2018-10-16 10:05 pm (UTC)it's the first home i've actually ever had. Barring my bus, and really that's been more like a set of clothes I travel in. it's not big enough to be a place on its own terms.
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Date: 2018-10-16 10:12 pm (UTC)I've had a lot of homes, I guess. I think that's why the barge doesn't feel like a home.
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Date: 2018-10-17 09:13 am (UTC)I know nearly nothing about your life but I get the feeling the latter applies?
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Date: 2018-10-17 04:16 pm (UTC)I don't know if I ever had particularly deep roots.
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Date: 2018-10-17 08:21 pm (UTC)