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[ninefox]

"It's easier to - do something about, after you've said it. Even if that only means putting it on a shelf and getting it to stay."

He finds a pan to wash, but of course the Roci doesn't have anything like a sink, just a scour drawer. Jedao stars at the offending implement.

"And - I can't promise to not believe you. But I promise I'll always listen, and I won't tell. There are places I can put things in my head where even I don't remember them." Whether Nico ever takes it or not, the offer is there.

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[oddswerebad]

He listens carefully. It's a nice offer, though he has a hard time imagining ever taking Jedao up on it. On the other hand, he's having a hard time imaging that he's even having this conversation, while he's actually having it.

At least there's another topic that he can grasp at.

"Do you think it's, uh, okay to help someone forget things? If they ask you to?"

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[ninefox]

He manages, barely, not to tense up. Forgetting things. He can't - it's not - he didn't think there was a topic he'd be worse equipped for.

"I think. It can be okay," he says slowly, very carefully, forces himself not to think only about himself, about the rawness of the Admiral's silence, about everything he doesn't know -

"If they ask you to, and if they want to, are not - always the same things. And I would. Try to make sure I knew they coincided. If it were me."

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[oddswerebad]

"It's definitely what he wants, because he thinks it will achieve a goal. I don't know. Sometimes I think it would be nice not to remember everything and that's a lot smaller scale."

He scrapes the floor with one shoes.

"You talked with Ruby."

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[ninefox]

"The thing about forgetting, is if it doesn't work the way you want, you don't have a way to ask for it back."

He knows Nico knows this; it's a very basic strategic loop. But it is worth - the focus, of saying aloud.

"Once, yes. Why?"

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[oddswerebad]

"She could remove memories. It wasn't...precise, but she only did it on purpose a few times." With training, it might have been different, but that was a training the League didn't want to give and he doesn't think Ruby would've wanted.

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[ninefox]

"It sounds like....a difficult tool, for someone like her to have," he says eventually.

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[oddswerebad]

"Yeah. Though better than if someone like Martin had had it." He looks down at his shoes a moment. "It's...hard. And the stuff they would say didn't make it better. Being Green or Blue - the others...a tool you're told you should be killed for, doesn't help with any sort of balance."